Ready or Not, Here I Start!
There is a theme that began when I listened to the call of my journey of becoming a Heal Your Life® teacher: Starting before I felt ready.
♥ I flew to San Diego without my kids and husband before I felt ready.
♥ I became a Heal Your Life® Workshop Teacher before I felt ready.
♥ I facilitated my first Heal your Life® Workshop at training before I felt ready.
♥ I was asked to teach my first workshop when I returned and then a second, and then a third…before I felt ready.
♥ I was asked to publish a chapter in a book before I felt ready.
♥ I went to Heal Your Life® Life Coach training in Carlsbad before I felt ready.
♥ I was asked to coach my first client and then a second, and a third… before I felt ready.
♥ I was asked to assist with tradeshows and invited to local events before I felt ready.
♥ I facilitated my first Love Yourself, Heal Your Life Telecourse prior to feeling ready, and then a second, a third and …
♥ I was in the same room with Louise Hay on her 90th birthday before I felt ready.
♥ I went through In The Now’s branding and website process before I felt ready.
♥ I wrote my first blog and had it posted for others to read before I felt ready.
♥ I was asked to do a television interview about my Heal Your Life® business before I felt ready.
♥ I released my first In The Now newsletter before I felt ready.
♥ I was hired to assist with the Canadian Heal Your Life® workshop and life coach training in Victoria before I felt ready.
♥ I was invited to present at a Spiritual Living conference before I felt ready.
♥ I was invited to present at Centre for Spiritual Living Edmonton-Metro and facilitate a Mirror Workshop prior to feeling ready.
♥ Now, I am preparing to facilitate my first Heal Your Life® Teen emPOWERment Play Shop before I feel ready.
The Universe knows better. The Universe is responding impersonally to us all the time. It is never about Kelly feeling ready or not. The Universe knows that Kelly would like to be truly helpful in this world and her Heal Your Life® training and learning is a way she can do this. Thank you, Louise Hay!
The truth is that I have hit many bottoms and I am ready to prevent another bottom. It is a choice to do my mirror play every day, affirmations, create a new story in every now moment, change my shoulds to coulds, forgive and forgive again, let go and allow, increase my knowing of my worth and deservability…I practice and I treat myself kinder than I did a day ago and the Universe keeps responding to this. When we take the “I” out of it we can answer the call. I tell my clients that the mind hollers and the heart whispers. When I am able to calm my mind, connect to my heart, I am able to create in the now. This is the space where I feel my “inner ding” as Louise calls it. This work is not about the “I” that is Kelly; this calling is about love. What would love do? What would love say? To be called means we are ready. It does not matter if we feel ready or not because all we need to do is to follow the Louise Hay guidance to “answer the phone and open the mail.” One of my callings is to assist people in a way that assists them in preventing the suffering that I went through figuring this all out. One of the lessons in A Course in Miracles is “I do not perceive my own best interests.” So if I do not perceive my own best interests (there is some evidence of this in my life), then I can choose to trust the process of life and that all is being revealed.
I invite you to read this passage and open your heart to what it means to you today.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” ~Marianne Williamson.